The doc say I must have transplant to have higher

chance to recover fully from this as it's my second time

having cancer and my bone marrow's 'spoilt' due to the

cancer and treatment I have the previous cancer.

And the procedure would be more complicated as the

cord blood they found's not from any of my family member.

Also that cord blood is lesser in voloume.

And that it will take at least one year till I will fully regain

my immune system, and be able to return to school/work.

Worse I have to go for another operation to insert another port

in the middle at my chest. For the doc say when doing BMT

they need to give me alot of medication and one port is not enough.

Sigh, when I hear this I was really sad/scared, having the

need to undergo another op,which also mean another scar

which take a long time to heal.

The thought of having to go through all the pain again just scares me alot!

But on another way of thinking I would have marks which shows

that I had overcome this cancer!

So anyway despite having heard such shocking news I give thanks

to our Lord as I'm sure there is a purpose for me to go through

such hardship! Cos He will not let me bear what i cant! (:

Oh and yesterday night, I made cheesy baked mushroom!

Forget to take photo! Next time must remember take photo!

Recently I'm into cooking/baking out of a sudden.

So I guess I could make use of the time now to learn more about

cooking and baking and might go for classes when I recover!

P.s In case you are wondering what a port is, its something linked

to my vein under my skin. So everytime I'm being hospitalized

they will just find the port and insert the needle in!

The doc say I must have transplant to have higher

chance to recover fully from this as it's my second time

having cancer and my bone marrow's 'spoilt' due to the

cancer and treatment I have the previous cancer.

And the procedure would be more complicated as the

cord blood they found's not from any of my family member.

Also that cord blood is lesser in voloume.

And that it will take at least one year till I will fully regain

my immune system, and be able to return to school/work.

Worse I have to go for another operation to insert another port

in the middle at my chest. For the doc say when doing BMT

they need to give me alot of medication and one port is not enough.

Sigh, when I hear this I was really sad/scared, having the

need to undergo another op,which also mean another scar

which take a long time to heal.

The thought of having to go through all the pain again just scares me alot!

But on another way of thinking I would have marks which shows

that I had overcome this cancer!

So anyway despite having heard such shocking news I give thanks

to our Lord as I'm sure there is a purpose for me to go through

such hardship! Cos He will not let me bear what i cant! (:

Oh and yesterday night, I made cheesy baked mushroom!

Forget to take photo! Next time must remember take photo!

Recently I'm into cooking/baking out of a sudden.

So I guess I could make use of the time now to learn more about

cooking and baking and might go for classes when I recover!

P.s In case you are wondering what a port is, its something linked

to my vein under my skin. So everytime I'm being hospitalized

they will just find the port and insert the needle in!

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