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Just had my operation done on Thursday ,
and now I'm feeling like a useless handicap
who can't even hold a bottle of 500ml water.
Wondering why do all these "suay" things always
happen on me?
Like the doctor said out of 10 only 2 had to remove
the cuff out and I had to be one of the 2 of out 10.
And they even said the last time that the chance of
changing of the port for the chemo is very very low
which is close to never and yet I had to be the one again
to have problems with my port and having to insert it
in the middle of my chest resulting to the recent operation.
Gosh why am I so fucking unlucky?
Like as if twice being hit by cancer is not enough..
Like having to go through a major heartbreak is not enough..
And now I'm feeling all grumpy because I couldn't join my
friends to watch ironman3 due to my operation and
not being able to go to the food fair.
Also because of this operation I couldn't continue with
my workout and having to say hello to the annoying fats.
Gosh! This negativity is hitting me real hard right now!
I just wished that you are now by my side
telling me that everything will be fine..
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