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   GrumpyMe  Posted by Saturday, April 27, 2013  7:47 PM with 0  notes |    add more notes   
Just had my operation done on Thursday ,  
and now I'm feeling like a useless handicap  
who can't even hold a bottle of 500ml water. 
Wondering why do all these "suay" things always  
happen on me? 
Like the doctor said out of 10 only 2 had to remove  
the cuff out and I had to be one of the 2 of out 10. 
And they even said the last time that the chance of 
 changing of the port for the chemo is very very low  
which is close to never and yet I had to be the one again  
to have problems with my port and having to insert it  
in the middle of my chest resulting to the recent operation. 
Gosh why am I so fucking unlucky? 
Like as if twice being hit by cancer is not enough.. 
Like having to go through a major heartbreak is not enough.. 
And now I'm feeling all grumpy because I couldn't join my  
friends to watch ironman3 due to my operation and  
not being able to go to the food fair. 
Also because of this operation I couldn't continue with  
my workout and having to say hello to the annoying fats. 
Gosh! This negativity is hitting me real hard right now!  
I just wished that you are now by my side  
telling me that everything will be fine.. 
  
 
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