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To think of what happened today morning just pain my heart to the very max.
WHY ? I really just don't get it !
Why does my mum cant just talk nicely to me ?
I was practically nicely asking her something yet she
have to blame me for things not regarding the questions
I've asked her. And she had to yell at me when she knows
I hate it when she does it!
Though I ended up screaming at her and her crying,
doesn't she knows how much I love her ?
Maybe she doesn't know that I love her very much and
what she does pains me deeply.
Yet at the same time this anger burns in my heart so deeply.
Telling me to hurt her physically!
We're practically quarrelling over the most minor things everday.
And I'm seriously fucking sick of it!
Maybe she cannot sees it but I'm fucking yes FUCKING sick of
giving in to her, and shouting back at her.
Shouting and talking back to her became part of my everyday life now.
The way she talks is just so xialan and when people tells her about it
she just give you the do-you-think-I-care look !
The way she give you the I'm always right look is so disgusting.
Looking at her proud face...
And the way she thinks that she's right in everyway is just so fucking making
me wanna bang her head at a wall full of nails !
The way she is torturing me now, I cant take it anymore !
She's mind fucking me now and then, and my brain is responding by
giving me all the thoughts of how to torture her back physically.
I know I sound like some sicko here but that's all the thoughts I have and
not being to share with anyone verbally.
I decided to share it here cos I know not many will stumble upon this blog
and even if anyone did,I pray to God it's someone whom feel for me and
am able to talk to me about this issue.
I'm really on the verge of getting bonkers having to entertain
all the mind fucking, I just hope that one day my mum can let me
have my own space and that I can let my brain think right for at least
a minute or so! It's so bad now the moment she speak at home
I practically feel like walking over and doing something
nasty to her ! It's just so bad !
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To think of what happened today morning just pain my heart to the very max.
WHY ? I really just don't get it !
Why does my mum cant just talk nicely to me ?
I was practically nicely asking her something yet she
have to blame me for things not regarding the questions
I've asked her. And she had to yell at me when she knows
I hate it when she does it!
Though I ended up screaming at her and her crying,
doesn't she knows how much I love her ?
Maybe she doesn't know that I love her very much and
what she does pains me deeply.
Yet at the same time this anger burns in my heart so deeply.
Telling me to hurt her physically!
We're practically quarrelling over the most minor things everday.
And I'm seriously fucking sick of it!
Maybe she cannot sees it but I'm fucking yes FUCKING sick of
giving in to her, and shouting back at her.
Shouting and talking back to her became part of my everyday life now.
The way she talks is just so xialan and when people tells her about it
she just give you the do-you-think-I-care look !
The way she give you the I'm always right look is so disgusting.
Looking at her proud face...
And the way she thinks that she's right in everyway is just so fucking making
me wanna bang her head at a wall full of nails !
The way she is torturing me now, I cant take it anymore !
She's mind fucking me now and then, and my brain is responding by
giving me all the thoughts of how to torture her back physically.
I know I sound like some sicko here but that's all the thoughts I have and
not being to share with anyone verbally.
I decided to share it here cos I know not many will stumble upon this blog
and even if anyone did,I pray to God it's someone whom feel for me and
am able to talk to me about this issue.
I'm really on the verge of getting bonkers having to entertain
all the mind fucking, I just hope that one day my mum can let me
have my own space and that I can let my brain think right for at least
a minute or so! It's so bad now the moment she speak at home
I practically feel like walking over and doing something
nasty to her ! It's just so bad !
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